moonprincesss:

this made me cry. and then feel better. and then feel angry. and then feel not alone in feeling all those things because. its how it is.

i hate my diabetes and i hate every bit that comes with it. what i have to do to myself, the fact i have to do it in order to live. i hate telling people about it i hate the questions but then i hate the misconceptions that come from a lack of knowledge and understanding. i even hate the word diabetes. i cant get away from it though. ever. its who i am and i didnt and dont have a choice but to live with it, regardless of my acceptance.